How especially interesting is this story from Sharon from her blog Awakening Angels. I know we were supposed to meet because I was born at 4:44 a.m. and all throughout my life I have noticed that at key points in my life, that number has come up and marked the time I met someone or finished something, or did something significant. Or like in the mark of a rainbow in the sky when I was praying asking God for a sign that everything would be alright and I would finally have a nice. Place to live where I can live in peace surrounded by my personal belongings again, instead of stored in storage vaults in CA.
In writing this post it 4:41 p.m., not quite 4:44 p.m.
By the time I reblogged this and it saved to Totally Inspired Mind…guess what time it was….4:44 p.m.
Doesn’t matter if it is am or pm, the significance has always been there.
I have been waking up at that hour lately and accomplish more than I would any other time. It is as though my body is reborn and I awake refreshed along with the day as the sun rises.
I will be typing the letter to Congressman Dr. Joe Heck to obtain a HUD Voucher and raise my ssi check and some other issues.
I did 4 hours of calling and research here in Nevada to find out who the major was etc. Migeuel, who was Senator Harry Reid’s assistant was an extraordinary human being. Nobody from Jerry Brown to Mayor Villiagosi ever cared about anything to do with people with disabilities. If I had been a Mexican woman with 3 kids, they would have given me $800 per kid and WIC, but a disabled American woman-me- was always treated like second class garbage by the entire social service program.
I know I am digressing from the topic of numerology and intuition that it started with…
I am preparing for the letter that I hope will pave the way for every disabled person in Nevada to live with dignity and have a mandatory housing program to go with their low $721 ssi check.
Mine was cut from $860 in Ca and though the rent is cheaper here, it is still impossible to qualify for a place on my own.
I hope to be the first person that complained in such a constructive way that I am actually heard. Nevada is different in many good ways by comparison to southern Ca.
I see fewer people in wheelchairs sitting around with boxes on their laps which was their house, thank God. The bus system is the best I have ever seen in my life and paying normal people ride it instead of the many crazy people and homeless that OCTA in CA would let fill up the 29 line every day. People have a code of ethics to follow on the bus here, or they’re thrown off.
One of the most heartwarming differences is bus drivers are more competent, kinder, friendlier and have never been too busy to help me or tell me directions-as I frequently get lost still!
CA would not be in the financial shape if they would not give benefits to people unless they are a resident of the state like Nevada does.
Nevada cares about its people and from every person I have spoken at length with in the Clark County Library, Senator Reed’s office, Congressman Joe Heck and the mayor- they try to give everyone a chance here and help when they are able.
Las Vegas is a multi-cultural and multi-racial melting pot.
Black people are treated like white and every race co-exists with eachother by trying to be considerate to the other.
Having armed security guards in nearly every store and 2 on every bus, keeps the peace too.
I have saved photos of every hotel and place I have stayed since Mike Bunker evicted me from my parent’s duplex. I am going to show what kind of life I have lived and am still struggling, though I underplay it here.
I have been at Seigel Suites for the last 3 weeks with a great friend helping make this possible. It is the lowest my blood pressure has been in a long while and I sleep through the night.
I want it over though.
I have been in The Quest of Finding My Home So I Can Thrive….
That’s the title of the next installment
Can’t believe I did this on my Galaxy S Relay….but I did.
God bless all who read this and pull out your best prayers to hopefully make that rainbow I saw in the sky at 4:44 pm 2 days ago, be the sign I asked for from God finally have my own sanctuary. If a guy goes with the deal, I wouldn’t mind either folks!
Paulette Le Pore Motzko
Written by Paulette L Motzko
October 20th, 2014
Paulette L Motzko